It’s been about 4 months since my last post on Tumblr. I thought i’d write about something that’s been on my mind lately.

High school. It’s an experience we all look forward to as young children, and an experience we all miss as adults. I’ve been in high school for almost three years, and I can say that’s in been one of the most memorable times of my life. Yes, the classes we take are rigorous and time consuming, but that’s what makes spending time with your friends even more cherishable. 

Friends, the people that keep you going each and everyday of your life. The ones who have the strongest influences on you, and those who you always lean on for guidance and support. As I reflect back, I start to realize how important each moment is of your high school life, because their aren’t many. I don’t want to leave high school thinking “What if?” I want to have the greatest experiences with my friends and family without holding back, and without regrets. 

What I fear most of life after high school is the environment I’m going to be surrounded in. I know I’m going to make new friends in college, but what about the ones in high school? And I know I’ll meet people down the line when I begin working, but what about the people I knew before? You can’t keep in touch with everyone, and I’m afraid of living in this world without companionship. 

I believe that’s the thing people fear at some point in their life. 

For now, I plan not worry about my future, and enjoy living in the present. There’s nothing wrong with preparing for your future, but constantly worrying about what’s going to happen in the long run, is only self-deprecating. 

That’s all I have to say today. Right now, I need to catch up on studying, and watch some NCAA basketball games. See you soon.